When reality hits you; it hits hard. I’m not ready to face this world but I have to.
I dont need charity just a chance.
I’m willing to try before I let myself fail.
Life is tough but so am I.
This is the reason why I never take pictures..espeially BODY photos. Omg, N took some of me and baby in the ferris wheel today and I am a FAT monster. lol
You never really know or realize how fat you are until someone says it or you see yourself in videos/photos.
‘sigh’ I gained 15lbs since I came down here. And 5 so far since I’m preggo
I can’t imagine myself at 9 months. I’ll be a 200 whale.
I mean I’m not lazy! Nor do I eat junk food. I havent been working out since..March? Every time I get up I feel like dying..lol. I hope this pregnancy goes by fast so I can excercise again.
It’s super embarrassing!!
I don’t want to be fat anymore -.-
I’m motivated. Yet I am so fatiguued and tired and nauseas. Omg and not to mention eating and not being able to poop for days….tmi..
Lol
I just want to feel beautiful and know that I am, right now I am so uncomfortable under my own skin.
Soon soon I will have that sexy boddddd ^-*
For myself and my lovely husband.
How do you expect me
To love you the way you love me..
I’m
Not perfect and same for you
I’m trying and it has never been enough.
Sometimes I feel that we are so wrong for each other
I don’t know why you hold on for so long when you are so unhappy..it’s so fake
‘sigh’…I’m so upset right now
Everything is my fault isn’t it
Going 70 on a 55 road. Bastard behind me is like 5 inches away from my rear, then decides to cut me in a no passing zone. Idiot.
Anyways I have a big ass headache. And sitting in the hot car with the sun in my face..grr.
Here to sign papers for the new car and then I can go napping.
Bad day so far :(
Going 70 on a 55 road. Bastard behind me is like 5 inches away from my rear, then decides to cut me in a no passing zone. Idiot.
Anyways I have a big ass headache. And sitting in the hot car with the sun in my face..grr.
Bad day.
I’m done cleaning and picking up.
Went shopping today. I spent too much money I’m scared to tell N. lol.. Hopefully hes not mad. :)
I am so bored. I don’t know how moms be stay at home moms. I’m going to go crazy if I have to do this for another year -.-
I’m not complaining because yes ‘I just sit in my big butt all day’ and it’s so boring/lonely
I don’t mind working and going to school I promise :p
Well, I’m starting to miss N so much right about now. I’m such a baby when he goes away :(( only one more day but stupid army always mess up plans
Hope we can a nice 4day next weekend though ^^
Gonna go waxy wax and shower, can’t wait to kissy N tomaloww! :D
When you’re pregnant and have been constipated for weeks and you finally get a smooth poop. OMG…feels great!!!!!!!
lol. tmi but who cares!
Relief relief ^^
